Diaper Days

Camilla´s birthday is weeks away from now, I have already started to buy stuffs for her birthday. Last Sunday, I went for shopping like paper plates, tissue and many more. I want everything will be color pink as her motive. Because, I am focus on Camilla´s birthday I almost forgot to buy camacho triple maduro cigars which will be included to the package I will send this coming April. My last chat to my mom, I told her that I will send a package to them. Of course, she was so happy and I do not like her to be disappointed. I probably start to fill stuffs on the box after Camilla´s birthday.

My birthday will be this coming weekend, but I am not excited at all and decided not to invite friends for celebrating instead I prefer to celebrate it private with my husband and my baby Camilla. The reason why I am not excited with my birthday because Camilla will have her first birthday next month which I am very excited about it than my own birthday.

I couldn´t believe Camilla will be one year old soon. The passed weeks has been a milestone for her, she has started to walk by holding our computer cabinet and even some times our sofa. Of course, she fall on the ground and start to cry but that just made her stronger everyday. This is one of my exciting moment of my life, to see how my baby grow-up. It feels like magic.

It is very cold today but the sun is shining which means the autumn is on the way. And of course, I am happy about it so we can start wearing light clothes since I am getting tired wearing with layers and boots. This morning, after my breakfast and Camilla was sleeping, I dig in my closet and guess what? I found clothes that I bought the past months, they still have some name tags. I sort them and plan to put them on the washing machine later so I can start using them.

Last weekend, we visited the newly build playground for kids, and Camilla loves it. There are different kinds of playgrounds, there are playground for Camilla´s age. During weekend, there are many people going there since it is no school day and it is also a family time. We have been to the playground trice, and we are still planning to go there since Camilla enjoys there a lot and she meets kids same her age. It is good for her to build social life with other kids with her age. We also met some parents and chat a little bit about our kids.

Way back home, I love listening to music everyday, but since I migrated here in Sweden, I listened music very seldom due to my hectic schedule being a home wife and a mother to Camilla who is 10 months old. When I get a chance to relax, I tried to listen to music in my laptop, and surf the net for a newest songs from the Philippines and sometimes international songs. I missed playing zildjian a custom cymbal pack I am not good at it but not bad either. I remembered my ex-boyfriend who loves music like I do. We used to go to music studio every weekend.

Last Christmas I was overwhelmed with joy when I received many gifts for Camilla from my very good girlfriends. I didn´t expected it that´s why I was so happy knowing that many of my friends remember Camilla during Christmas. Last month, I thought to pay back to those friends who remember Camilla during Christmas, some of them have daughters like me, so I thought of surfing the net for gifts for girls since I am only at home this week. Yes, you heard it right, I am not busy the coming days. Maybe I do some online shopping, and I will try to sleep when Camilla is sleeping so I get my energy back, and I feel so weak during this time of the year. I blame it to the cold weather.